2:53 p.m. x 2006-06-21
OH...MY...GOD. I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO "HIPS DON'T LIE". i try, haha! I TRY AND I
CAN'T.
ARGH!!! this is what i get for trying to go to sleep last night. i decided i was going to try and clock out early. somehow putting "the virgin spring" on compelled shakira to lodge herself in my head. like...what? what's that? do i blame max von sydow?
max von sydow = shakira.i shouldn't do ridiculous things that cause me unnecessary strain or worry. I SHOULD NOT! i should...ugh...know what? i am being a complete freak about this. this is recurrent, maladaptive behavior and i recognize that it is irrational. what can i do about it? i can't do anything about it. i can't do anything about it so i can't rightly worry about it.
just...UGH!...i'd like a chance to make somebody happy.
ridiculous.
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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