7:18 p.m. x 2007-02-27

on this day last year, alex and i were driving home from school and she played a mix cd i made her with the song "modern girl" on it, and it made me sob blitheringly. i had felt the day before that i perhaps liked jimmy, then it was the next day, february 27th 2006, that it really struck me.

i remember my 24 hour "sit-on-it" where i wrote it off as hormonal quackery. i'd meant to give myself more than 24 hours but nooo dice after the sobbing.

that's so crazy that it's been a year.

and i'm so happy i feel so different than i did. i feel more capable and confident. and it's not only because i am in a relationship i love. i've learned so much.

i feel so much better about every direction i could go in (no small amount of credit is owed to "azumanga daioh" for this, either - holy SHIT i love that).

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)