8:35 p.m. x 2007-08-10
i took a really long walk today (longer than usual, because of the overwhelming humidity) and i thought about becoming part of somebody's past. i really don't know what's going to happen. i wondered to myself about it and decided that i'm so teeming with conflict that the best possible thing to do is let it roll. it's not an issue. i'm going to have a future no matter what, and it's going to be a good one.
i should take this impending opportunity to do things very differently. i should not be scared of people. i should not be paranoid. and if something bad happens, i should not suffer idiocy. i should learn.
i fucking love "the l word". LOVE.
it is one year and one month today. last night i helped out jimmy and ernie with the cd project and there was a stolen moment of snuggling. i'd really like to see him tonight. i'll have to see.
hehehe...tomorrow a fair amount of new information on "the dark knight" may come out at wizard world chicago!!! i'm so excited! AND "INLAND EMPIRE" IN FOUR DAYS!!!
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start