You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

last night my mood took a dive, because i got really contemplative. that was really late. earlier i had a really good evening. i went out with jimmy, just on an errand, and he was the sweetest. today kara and i are going out to dinner, and i'm going out with laura tomorrow. friday i'm spending the night with jimmy, then saturday i pack, then sunday i leave.

i'm remaining positive, at least until i get there. i can have a good, miserable cry once i'm settled, then i'm sure things will pick up right away. i need to make a trip down to hacc sometime this week, perhaps i can convince jimmy to do that with me...i need to get a "brought to you by the letters HACC" shirt. badly. and a syringe-pen. YEAH!

i'm so touched with jimmy's sweetness and consideration. not as though he isn't sweet and considerate usually, but he is being very assertive about it and taking extra measures to make sure i know he's thinking about me. it makes me feel wonderful. wunnerful!

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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