9:52 p.m. x 2007-09-10

now seriously considering: the MA counselling program at webster university in geneva. because it looks too good. way too good. temple is also a choice, still, as well as pitt.

for now i'm just going to chill and enjoy being where i am. that is ill-clad and sweating with a procession of strangers coming and going right behind me.

i had the worst kind of dream this morning, which is the kind where i wake up and get ready. i have those dreams often, when i'm really supposed to be waking up and getting ready. so i slept in half an hour and RACED to class where i was outrageously incoherent. i promised myself i'd go to the gym but no dice. i did, however, take a pleasant walk after dinner. tomorrow i'm hitting the god damn gym after i do my laundry and get lunch. yes sir yes sir.

i had a great talk with jimmy last night. i made my feelings known but he was also really steamy and affectionate, which i needed. he sent me some pictures and...hehe...we had a wonderful time. there's quite a bit i have to talk to him about, but i feel much more at ease. hopefully i'll get to see him soon. tonight we've been dating for fourteen months.

i'm writing a paper from the point of view of a terrible character in a terrible movie. it's giving my soul cramps. the lead actress' nostrils are probably what's been giving me such intense nightmares all this week.

AND NOW MY PRINTER WON'T WORK NOOO.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)