You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

currently listening to: "the kill" by the dresden dolls

i have some crazy brainfreeze because i had a green apple slushie and a mint mocha frappacino back to back just now. i'm listening to "no, virginia..." and resting on my bed. clare spent the night last night and it was beautiful. we took a long and incredible walk. sometimes i want to walk around but i can't bring myself to because i miss walking with her so much. so it was really amazing. kara, clare, lexi, lexi's john, akasha, elisa and i just got coffee together. i'm supposed to go grocery shopping with my mom but i don't know if she's mad at me or not. tonight i'd like to see jimmy because he's been upset, i miss him, and i want to be alone with him to cheer him up.

i'm really afraid that my desktop computer is dead and there's nothing i can do to bring it back to life again.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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