6:08 p.m. x 2009-09-10
currently listening to: "vicarious" by tool
making myself absolutely crazy. i am so grateful that this weekend i have no leadership conference, no visitors - i am going to read and sleep and take very good care of myself. i need to grow skin back. i am gaping too far open for praise and encouragement. now is really not the time or place. i could do well to not give a shit.
i am excited to turn in the caciatto paper, if only to see whether or not i've gotten a handle on what the professor wants out of those papers.
and - i am very sick of talking/thinking about school. very sick. i am doing homework i don't necessarily have to be doing so that i am not doing it this weekend, so this weekend i can collapse and write for myself, read for pleasure, and hopefully hang out with mary. i am glad to know harmony in the roommate department - we are functioning smashingly.
i need to get back to being a whole person.
if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start