You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

currently listening to: "playing your song" by hole

whether or not i am gainfully employed, i have health insurance until i'm twenty-six. so, after graduation - very promptly - i'm going to the chiropractor. there is something gravely amiss with my back.

oh fuck. vermillion lies broke up! at the beginning of the year! geez! but now they both have albums out! AH! and dorothy parker tomorrow!!! and carole maso, sylvia plath and caroline blackwood in the mail!

so i shouldn't feel too bad.

i definitely did not get the one job i applied for. that's all right.

OH MY GOD "NOBODY'S DAUGHTER" BY HOLE COMES OUT THE LAST DAY OF CLASSES. "Vivre sa vie" comes out that week too. SHIT. EVERYTHING WONDERFUL. YES! YES!!!

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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