conscious of my subjects with their ears turned to the ground

8:14 p.m. x 2011-07-18

i broke my glasses this weekend. and spent a lot of money. and my mom had to get my new glasses. these are the first new glasses i've gotten since sometime in high school. i think my freshman or sophomore year. i owe my mom and dad now. my contract extension began today with new training and a new sense of helplessness/futility and almost crying because i was so tired. because this job now might involve schedule-juggling. and other things.

then i got a call about an interview.

i hope it enables me to leave. it is important to me in all kinds of ways. i want a job i got because i submitted my resume, had excellent references, wrote a good cover letter and crushed the interview. because i earned it. hopefully good things come of this.

it would be really amazing if i could go on this vacation. that would qualify as providing my current employer with a two weeks' notice. ohhhh i hope so.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11