you might say it's self-destructive but, you see, it's more productive

9:59 p.m. x 2006-04-01

i went with jimmy to get his drug test today! and that was successful. we visited amanda, as she's being held hostage and was getting whisked to new jersey...we caught her in time to check out her purple prom outfit. it is befittingly casual and fuckyou, which is exactly what the establishment needs right about now from amanda. she's had it rough. she'll show them.

jimmy and i were domestic, then, and he had me sit down firmly and watch the jewish episode of "family guy" (that's the second time inside a month i've been made to plant my ass somewhere and intently observe "family guy" with all the solemness and reverence of a bergman film - whacky sonsabitches). then his family took me out to dinner where he & i sat partitioned from the rest of his family. his dad should have just come over and sat with us, though. i love jimmy's dad.

tomorrow's going to be weird. i have to do a lot of maneuvering. eugh. i'm too tired to maneuver. there's a ten pound difference between jimmy and i. "yes virginia" better come out soon because i'm killing "the dresden dolls" something awful. life is good. and normal. and wonderful.

finally <3.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11