7:14 p.m. x 2009-07-21

currently listening to: "madraykin" by queen adreena

i didn't sleep last night. i wrote all night; i needed to. it felt great. i went to bed tired. i ought to do that tonight too - be tired, that is. i don't think i want to be up again like that. i hope i don't.

my mom and i went out for a little and it was good. tonight i'm going to further prove to myself that hand-eye coordination is within my grasp with shelby and "guitar hero".

i can feel these wormy, stupid feelings being less intense than they once would have been when i was wormier and stupider. so much less. i don't need, i just want...i miss...

this is the only time it'll ever be like this and it's now a matter of weeks.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
JOBJOBJOB
interviewinterviewinterview
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)