You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

tonight's short description is the result of a test to see what kind of personality one has as well as one's anonymous friend. tres fun. speaking of friends...i'd love to get together with them more often. despite the fact that i feel more social than i'm sure i've ever been, i feel like i've become more of a recluse lately. mer - nothing can ever just be perfect, can it? @_@ i'm having fun though.

despite the fact that, yes, i had a massive manic episode at the football game - i immediately felt safe, comfortable, and happy, which was EXACTLY what i needed: the best people in the world crowding around me in a cuddle puddle ^-^ and something that i previously thought of as existing proof of being lonely & not worth it i can now associate with warm fuzziness. and lovely eyes. <333

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
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