thank god you see me the way you do

2:39 p.m. x 2009-06-24

currently listening to: "the party" by st. vincent

1. I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW. in less than two hours. i will have an income again! i will be able to see mark when i want! i will be able to do things! buy him the charles simic book i found! FUCK YES! FUCK! FINALLY!

2. speaking of mark, he's wonderful. very, very wonderful. last night in a half-awake state i groped for him and cried realizing he wasn't there, then i realized i was in my own residence again and was embarrassed. i miss his face when he's sleeping. and awake. i am going to start work, send him money, buy him soy milk and a king's ransom in pink ladies and take him out for sushi in the coming weeks! he does so much for me, he is way beyond deserving it.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)

anybody can be just like me, obviously.
not too many can be like you, fortunately.
KL 02-11