You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

currently listening to: "i told every little star" by linda scott

he was shaking yesterday, when we spoke. when he told me he's related to bette davis (it came up because of a photo i'm working from - he thought it was her) i told him i can tell because his eyes are so gorgeous. he was stunned. that is when he sat and spoke to me. he shook when we were alone. i wish to make him feel like he's amazing because all i've seen about him is and worth love to extents unfathomable. i wish to know about him. i hope he doesn't think that i think him sleeping with his dog is weird. i was concentrating so hard on not saying anything about envy. he is so beautiful. i want to make him laugh more than i want to do anything else.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
pieces of the moon
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sensitive heart, you're doomed from the start
(& etc)