You gave me hyacinths first a year ago. They called me the hyacinth girl.

i am home and exhausted. i just went out with lexi and akasha to gettysburg to meet with their friend joe, and it was beautiful. the drive down there is absolutely breathtaking. the orchards. i love it. i'm not a nature person but i'm glad that places like that are around.

i saw feist in concert with kara last night. it was a blast - we danced to "sea lion woman" like maniacs. i lost my wallet but it was recovered because we were at a christian college, after all. heh. she dropped me off at jimmy's and we had a wonderful time, being close and talking and just snuggling. he gave me "salival" by tool, which is remarkable! i gave him a crystal mug from school and a shot glass. tonight we're watching "zodiac" together, i've just got to go buy it first.

in a car in the cold air and singing gave me intense flash backs to last autumn. it was wonderful and relieving, in a melancholy-ish way. i'm not where i was and i feel better about where i'm going. i'm so happy to have the life i had, even the tumultuous bullshit end of it. it makes times like these more valuable.

if anybody should ask i'm going to a seminar
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