currently listening to: "mein herz brennt" by rammstein
printing cacciato paper. still need to read walt whitman. despising my work a healthy amount. spent the afternoon stretching and misanthroping with gretchen. found out there's a sauna on campus. going. fucking going.
feeling like things are manageable for now. i took all this weekend to work on my own stuff and read for pleasure and watch "grandma's boy" and "snake eater II" with my roommate. the glory. that that director (of "snake eater") is still making films is life affirming.